Today was just begging for it. I went to bed around 2am feeling super duper tired which is rare, but I really dont know if I slept much. I writhed and rolled about, body ignoring the fact that I was actually tired to begin with. I think I might of gotten an hour sleep. I say might because I was fully awake at 6am, and I had a dream, so you only really have a dream if you're sleeping. And the dream was just..argh... I love nightmares right, I mean REALLY love them. But this dream was like a wannabe nightmare. It kept trying to be scary and it just wasnt, it was just totally stupid. In my dream I actually got annoyed. I got annoyed at MY dream while IN the dream because it was doing such a shit job at trying to scare me. I woke up feeling annoyed.
Cancelled my cats vet trip. His injury is heaps better and at the moment since I'm not working I cant really justify a third $150 trip. I really cant. My supplies are getting low and I think I'll have to start applying for jobs very soon. At least my cats gettng heaps better.
Unfortunately I'm going to have to end this on a sad note. I found out today that my grandfather died yesterday. He was 84. He'd also gone through 3 strokes and was pretty sick lately, so I'd already prepared myself. Not many people can go through 3 strokes and still be able to walk. He was tough as nails. And I'm just really happy that I got to meet him last year when I visited greece after 25 years absence. I spent plenty of time with him,listening to his stories and just joking around. My grandmother said after I left he stopped joking around and just sat there quietly most of the days. My mum was planning to visit next year and I was thinking about going too. I was hoping he'd make one more year. I'll really miss him.